♥ ... steamboat ... ♥

wee... C=

back from taipan. steamboat and char kui tiao.! 11pm plus..

mm... what they have.? :D

me eat eat...

beside got drinks.? xP

♥ ... bored ... ♥

i m back to my own blog.~ wee C=
so long dint touch my blog dy

so now... chemistry spm end.!

1 more day to chinese. 14th dec
sigh.~ since chemistry exam end. then everyday chinese tuition..
grr.. people go play. me leh.? chinese ._.

even friend ajak also cannot go out.! dad... do u know what is stress.?
he just lock me at home

so what i do since last tuesday is
morning wake at 10am go chinese tuition 1pm reach home
sit infront of my 5 bucks laptop.!
after dinner 8.30pm drama. tv-ing till 12pm ._.
then comp again till 4am then sleep at 5am

thats my life. suck.!
only laptop. tv then back to laptop again.~
one word. " sien.!! "

and the mean time. i m being patient C=
ruduce annoy folks.~
as in getting less find ppl chat :D
cause lately to many ppl complain that i m annoying dy
sigh.~ my bad habit. " annoying.! "

i reali love to chat seriously.~ sigh
and fins ppl talk... talk and talk.
but not everyone wil like it. to them is annoying.!
so cut cut.. cut.! no more finding ppl xD
but after i realise folk starting to find me chat
sumone that i supprice me lolz

just like last nite... i chat with the fella until 3am sumtime
but i enjoy it
but ling kai is missing.!! nvm.. he going sms me soon. lolz
then daniel... erm. i hope i wil reduce annoy to him.!

ok next.~
my schedule is full after spm. xD

12pm finish chinese exam on 14th dec
then 2pm go sunway movie.! yaya.... dad let.~ wee C=
then 16th class gathering. going sunway and steamboat..
17th to 30th dec to hk and china.
chistmas at disneyland. xD

back then..
30th nite guang hwa prom.!!
31th dec go sue huey house primary school gathering... wee counted down party.!!

how about 15th dec.?
going stay at home whole day =.='
cause dad want me pack thing to hk and china
i out on 14th and 16th so 15th stay.. grr
so many thing to keep meh



and now i nid go in hurry
to UCSI open day.. cause dad want me go study pharmacist.!
i hate it =.=' but..
he keep nag... wth.~

ok.. i m off
ciao.!

♥ ... uncle ... ♥

all this happen yesterday..
but the nite before yesterday. i sleep super late
i forget what was i doing
then my pig dad wake me up at 8am.!
is early for me. xP

he said he want bring me see his old school friend..
and have breakfast " dim sam " together.~
i say on lah.~
actuali i dun feel going but.. time to go out to have fresh air
cause i been staying at home whole time during spm

kL.. fetch uncle then to eat.~
then the uncle chat with me alot.
he from US and we talk about the education there
and i wish i get the grand to study there la or canada.! xP
i dun want be in malaysia

main thing. malaysia not safe.!!
thats y i always have a pen knife with me.. lolz


btw i had end this post fast cause bored

sign off.!.... =.='

♥ ... sleep ... ♥

why i online. he offline.
why i offline. he online.. =.='
dun.! i have too many thing to tell him
cause he know everything of me in school T.T'
he spy me.?


next.. ♥ is dann

i online whole day but he dint on.
wer r u.?! 55 appear infront of me. i want ask something.~

actuali i want ask him about the prom thing
i think i should have an answer cause i need plan..

btw..
yesterday i call over and ask for more information xP


♥ ...the conversation... ♥

hi.. i m jenn. i wanna ask somthing about the sj prom C=
oh o kiez..
so how we book or did we register somthing like that.?
erm.. ya ( bla x3 ) so u yr name is jenn right. then what yr boyfriend name
err.. can i confirm with him before i book.? ( my heart race to max. boyfriend.? blush )

note : i m single but the dinner i going by couple..

end up i tell this to dann.. he laugh xP lolz
funny meh.? xD
while i m kinda shy to tell him that
cause the person in charge specificaly said the word " boyfriend "
but my heart accelerate like F1 car.
" excuse me heart.~ i dun nid oxygen.!! so stop accelerate.. grr hormone " xP

so end up yesterday nite i dint reali sleep
i on call with some one C= smile
then eat up the chemistry notes.. zZ

2 more days chemistry dy..
always tell myself to study but end up sit infront of comp xP
then now sick.. fever.!

♥ ... guys ... ♥

guys =.=' grr...

more and more weird guy.. headache.!
u know what.? they start calling me........

darling
lao po .... swt
dear ( stil ok xP )
my lover.. i feel vomit blood liao
bao bei.~

wahsai.! i am single la. =.=' stop calling me that please...
i dun might if u my bf

and just now got 1 guy more pro.~
dunno where he got my handphone number
then he sms me

guy : hi
me : u r.?
guy : 你的爱人 ( your lover )

after i see the message.. i get big shock.!
since when i got love anyone from an unknown number that i does not know.. =.='
weird.~ i hope he sms to wrong number

so i reply..
me : err.. i dun love u =.=' who r u.?
guy : ( he wrote his chinese name but i dun recall that i know him )

so i dint reply him dy but he keep spam me
dot x3.~ i really speechless


next case

handphone vibrate " be3z b3ezZ " from unknow number miss call again.!! faint.~
to know who is the person.. i call back.~

me : hallo.. u r.?
guy : u guess leh
me : err... ? tell la.~
guy : wah. u everyday message how many people o.?
me : ( i know his voice if familliar but... ) but i still dunno who arh u a..
guy : the person u miss lor

wait.!! very swt now =.='
i m not lie ing... all this just happen when i on back my handphone
and thats is alot of message plus miss call
arg.~

continue
me : erm... ( i keep think.. think very hard.~ ) i know who are u dy
actually i dunno but thats is trick to test who is him..

continue use trick
me : erm.. u got how many number o.? y i dint save or record u this number dy.?
guy : now only u remember.. i this number dint tel people know dy
me : ( double swt.. i not people la. alien.? ) ... oh.~

i guess i know who is him dy but stil testing

me : i check my credit first ( i call dy leh... T.T' my credit )
guy : no nid la.. i just sent credit to u
me : call u back later..

du.. du..... ( i hang it... )

if he said that he reload to me dy then i know who is he dy... -.-'
finally.~
phew... and i refuse to accept his credit but he just sent me.. faint.!!

" be3z b3ezZ "... some one spam me again
grr..~ off phone.!



god please stop giving me weird guy

ciao.~ -.-'

♥ ... easy ... ♥

online ... then blog C=

wee..
finally physics is over.~

cant wait to throw all physics in to the recycle bin
btw. yesterday dunno how come i super semangat study physics til 3 am

3am.!! so.. end up exam keep yawn and tears
sleepy zZ

but paper 1 and paper 2 is super hard sia =.='
lucky the day before.. i had polish nicely my machine gun
thats paper 1 .. death

paper 2 section A is super teruk.~ but i dint leave blank
.. anyway section B save my life.. the test paper just full of my blue ink xD
feel abit save dy.~

then last is paper 3..
i super happy about this paper
know why.? cause... the spoted question came out exactly the same
and before enter the hall. i keep read it over and over again
so thats is garantee full marks for me dy C=
wee....

also thanks to my physics kasturi seminar teacher..
he spot the question.!! xP
and lucky i got listen and wrote it down.~

so physics paper 3 is the only paper i get to leave the exam hall early..
i finish it dy stil got about 30 minutes
folks start to leave.. same to me ( follower ).. xP

as i pass by the next class
there's only left few of them =.='
wow.~ is that really easy.? til everyone had finish it early then me
lol... then i start to worry
cause if everyone score. then the marks wil increase.~
but i stil bring a 270 degree smile way back home

phew.~ 2 more subject to go..
chemistry and chinese then end.!! wee... C=
cant wait it end faster

so today..

one day love end.. allah.~ long story..
but i still love the name PGQ ( play girl que3n ) C=


next..... next.!!

is i glad to get chat with DW today
wee... C=
erm. finally asked him about the subang jaya prom~
^.^ apple face.. lol means blush la
anyway.. i dint have an answer from him but.. i just like to chat with him

actuali i don't feel going the sj prom also la
if go means have to wear til leng leng xD
but hor.. my gown is lik.~ where is it.? haha
i guess i had just wear it twice

contact lens.! mm... i need it.~
i start to feel wanna wear contact lens but my power is about 625 =.='
so it take about 2 weeks to did it..
means. i not going to get wear on the dinner
agrr... no point.~

and if i get to go the prom..
i need a guy .. u know prom.? guy..? xP go as in couple 100 bucks..
grr.. all my money is in hong kong and china form
change dy =.='
dad la.~ but i stil have la..
and and... i wish to go with jake dy..
but heard that evelyn might ask him go.~ ( cause is cheaper )
sigh.~ nvm . may be i could go with DW kaka. xp

i go in couple not want cheap.!
is the chance.. to err... LOLz. xD

next.~ chat........ " ying i nid gtg dy "
o..


ok next topic.!!

i had create a group ( Pin Hwa 1 Klang - 2oo3 )
to gather all my primary fren
miss them la.~ wee C=

going have gathering on the 4th of jan 2010..
yay.~


ok. end in hurry xD
ciao.~ tv 8 drama bubbie.!!

♥ ... realise ... ♥

i realise that
i start wanting to chat with him more..

i realise that
i had tell him too much of my secret
and i trust him that he will keep it safe.~

i realise that
i m missing him.? did i.?
smile... C=

i realise that
something is really going not right

after jake.ms go..
comes a ~LaGuardia..
and after everything end
appear the " sleeping beauty "
LOLx.. :D

what is happening...
i hold my heart and ask myself
" heart is with me but why i cant feel it.? "

something is really not right..

and..

i realise that i don't use to be in a single life
may be i just want have someone for me to clingy on.. ( boyfriend )
so i feel wanting a bf..
but at the same time.. i scare hurt.~
.. there is no words to describe the feeling of pain T.T'


midnight 12 am something today...
i call him again.~ " konichiwa " C=
actually i just cant sleep
reason simple.. jake.ms just pop out of my mind.~


then he asked me.. do i stil love jake.ms .?
i wanted to say yes but my tongue hold my words back

cause i realise..
the one that i loved is the pass memory of him.~
things changes.~

he had walk miles away from me..
now even he stand infront of me
he is not the one i meet before
i realise that i don't recognise him any dy
he is also not the one i love anymore... complicated. right.?


i realise i just being in the dreamland missing the momory we build last time

i think is time for me to wake up now.~
i should leave the momory and build a new one.. start a new love
missing the pass have no future..
is just like meaningless

sometimes things should let go
and what had done is done...
there have no perfect U-turn for every story
and not everything can back to zero ( the point we start.. )

smile is the best medicine C=
i promise i will walk out of the darkness..
and i not going miss him.. right.?




waiting " sleeping beauty " dy message.. C=



sign off...

♥ ... finally ... ♥

phew.~ finally.!

finally biology is over..

erm.. overall.~ is kinda ok la
hope can score A C=

paper 2
section A is terrible hard =.=' i seriously dunno what is going on
but section B is kinda ok.~ [ keep write so call rubbish again ]
sigh

paper 1
can say is the most easy paper compare to what i had did before C=
but some are kinda not sure T.T'
is just only some .. wee..
much more better then paper 2

last is paper 3
first question is kinda easy...
but the 2nd question.. err.. ok only la.

and sumore.. i stil have extra time for paper 1 and 3
wee... C=

next thing is..

finally i can online dy.. T.T'

you know what.?
yesterday my whole family go midvally..
and leave me alone at home.~

that wasn't the main poin..
the main point is my dad go lock my internet
grr...
add on my sister took away the handphone
so nothing left for me.!

but luckily they dint took the key and house phone out
lolz xD
cause i plan to call some one out yam cha..

but.. but stil teruk... =.='

what i have is only biology books and piano..
sienz.~

after they went out.. first thing i do is use my house phone to call
" konichiwa "..
dunno why i will call him.. may be..
i just feel talking to him.?
smile.. C=
chat about 30 mmintues..

and end up i dint go out yesterday C=
i think is because he call me to better stay at home and study my biology
erm.. somthing weird.~ haha

so i took 3 hours nap and i first time so semagat study
i use up 4 hours straight to study my biology.. form 4
oh my.~ is the sky going to fall.?

but hours of facing the same book just make me so tired
i dint fall asleep..
while the best way to wake me up is play piano.~
so means i stop half an hour to play my piano and continue study again.
wee.. C=

so the day end...

♥ ... 2012 ... ♥

the movie ♥ .. 2012 .. ♥

i have been wanting to see this movie for so freaking long ago =.='
and finally.~
today we watch it at summit.!
haha.. C=
actuali we bought this movie ticket the day before
because there have no single place
after we go there ask for 2 times..

but.. phew.~
just got back from the movie..
and the movie is dam nice.!
i wonder why kiing said it is not nice.~
but to me.....
is super duple nice wei C=

at first we went there in time.. 2.30pm
but sit down dy. the screen still showing black.!
wahlao.~ but aldy 2.40pm
this is reali so call malaysia.~
since when they will be puncture.?
lolz.. xD

end up..

the movie is super kan jeong..
means it make me so nervous.~ ^.^
and i think my finger is going to drop off..
cause i keep bite my finger
lolz...
now i start to feel pain T.T'

summore i can feel the feeling of success from the movie..
and the same time.~
there is also alot of scarify because of love ♥

example..
the so call bad guy.. altot he has a cool heart..
but he scarify his live to save his 2 child. C=
very gam dong.~ ( mean very touch )

while the swt part is..
they get in to a car and all of them very panic.~
the car cannot start...

" all keep quite.. " the owner of the car shout.!
then he say " engine.. start.~ "
then the engine reali start C=

i was like... deng.! za dou.~
the car use voice dy..
swt sia =.=' but kinda funny

conlcusion.. i love ♥ this movie.
wee.. C=



time to play is over.~
now is time study bio =.=' sigh

ciao.!

♥ ... cousin sis ... ♥

wee... C=
so glad that yesterday my cousin's family came my house
visit us from penang..
erm.. by bus

actually i got a shock..
i was lik.. err. how come suddenly they come dy.?
cause they really rarely come to KL
without grandparents teman :D

the main point is my cousin sis came C=
she is just elder then me one year
and dunno since when.. we just love ♥ each other
lolz.. seriously miss her so much.~




the one i miss the most is the time i play piano with her xD
haha.. 1 piano 2 person.
chun leh.?
but long time no play dy lu.~

just dunno why everytime she visit me
is the time were i m busying with exam.. tuition and stuff
i was super duple busy dy period
=.=' sigh.~
if not i can teman her go gai gai geh

but i promise her that after my spm.~
i will go penang alone to find her
haha xD
if she dun bring me gai gai..
i will kung fu her.. lolz..

yesterday night.. we just chat.~
but is not enough for me.. haha
i feel that i have too many thing to tell her..
about love and all source of my suck life =.='
add on with teenagers.. parents and those problem..

T.T' i kinda miss her now..


erm stil remember last time when i were small
before i come to KL...
she is one oni cousin sis play with me in penang C=

we use to fight.. play
and all stuff.. so nice.~
btw..
i also miss my other elder cousin bro geh
he elder then me 2 years :D
but now..
he seem like super busy dy lu

he had his own life in aust stuying biotechnology..
haix.. miss and miss him

he also use to care me alot when i back penang last time
arg.~ but he is so far now..
lolz.. when he wil back here.?

♥ ... tuition ... ♥

i use to be a kasturi student
but is end

so the only tuition that haven end is..
chinese tuition.!

sienZ.~

some more sumtime time have to wake up super early to teacher house T.T'
for tuition.!!
my sleep time reduce alot man.~

the main reason is because the last spm exam
is chinese.. so call 华语 =.='

ok.~ let u see my chinese tuition time table

november classes

09/11 mon 5 pm - 7 pm

12/11 thurs 8.15 pm - 10.15 pm
21/11 satur 8.30 am - 10.30 am
26/11 thurs 10.30 am - 12.30 am

december

09/12 wednes 10.30 am - 12.30 pm
10/12 thurs
11/12 friday ..." same time "...
12/12 sat
13/12 sun


so can u see that now.?
how torture m i T.T' sob

december dy class straight from 9th til 13th =.='
include sat and sunday..
no rest.. zZ
people after chemistry exam go play
i have to go tuition till siao.~

haiz.. i also just back from chinese tuition
tired.~


sienZ
sign off..

♥ ... heart ... ♥

my heart ♥

time passes.~

i though it had fade away
but as i saw our picture..

i know i still have my heart to you no matter how hard i try


after days and night i been asking myself
" did i still like u.? "

yea..
i realise i really still love u.. ♥
deepest among all.~

and i have no energy to lie myself anymore..

flashback.. when everything appear in my mind
is so clear and real.. " i ♥ miss u "

now i just try not to think about u
but u your name in my heart will never wash up.~

i hope that my heart ♥ and my love is enough to bring u back one day




♥ ... i ڸ٥ﻻ ع١٥٧ ... ♥ jake.ms

♥ ... darling ... ♥

why now a day..
i mean recently my life pop out more and more weird guys dy.?

first.. there are many unknown guys add me in facebook and msn =.='
nvm.~ i still can accept them to be friend as usual C=

then chat in msn..

but problem come.. T.T'
they start calling me " darling " and.. " dear dear "
and wat so ever geli thing
swt =.='
i know is sweet but i feel wanna vomit blood.!

stop calling me that pls xD
LOLx.. i don't use to it if u r not my bf.. swt

i start wonder..
why guys like to flirt and merajuk now a day.?
i mean some weird guys that i meet -.-'

some even more funny
they want me to call him " dear "..
i swt like.. dot dot dot..
speechless.~

whats wrong la with all this guys
LOLx.~


excuse me.!
to tell u.. i m really single.~ and unvailable..
i really reali have no heart to love some one for now
and some other reason
so stop asking me couple =.=' swt

and so i keep reject guys..
annoying T.T'
pro heartbreker .. sigh.~

and please la.. stop call me during midnight and sms
some time really beh tahan.
plus i don't reply means i dont feel reply so please dont spam me.!
dun make me get on fire.~
i will kena u 99. xD

while same to those leng zai please take note.~
stop asking me u leng zai anot =.='

veli swt wei.!
summore always say yourself leng zai
over confidence liao la

actuali u r leng zai but end up make me feel u are not..
too perasan -.-'



note :

all this not mean the one who are my truthly guy's friends
and i appreciate them alot. hugy C=
but to the guys that want to kau me and annoy or wat so ever please fuk off =.='
friend is more then enough.~



night.~ ciao.!

♥ ... add math ... ♥

today only have add math paper C=

paper 1 .. 8am - 10am
paper 2 .. 2pm - 4.30 pm

so there are 4 hours rest between..

and
end up overall only have 1 word for it.. " fail " T.T'
sob.~

yesterday night about 12 am
i start to take out my pass year add math books to do
start from year 2005 til year 2008
4 set and i only use 2 hours 2 finish all set paper 1
chun leh.? :D

i do paper 1 only cause tomorrow paper 1 first mah
some more paper 2 i can do during the 4 hours rest right.?
but problem is already 2am T.T' when i finish
sob.~ so tired.!

so as usual.. today morning keep yawning
keep tears cause sleepy zZ

8am sharp again.
" anda boleh mula sekarang "

i flip though the paper and smile C=
it look easy to me and i start doing..


all thing go well..
answer one by one.. :D

wow.~ i cant imagine that i cant answer almost all
only some not sure.!
i feel that i dint waste my 2 hours doing pass year question yesterday nite
wink.~

but i wasted about 20 minutes on one stupid question =.='
i keep do do do.. but cant find
and waste my time and energy keep thinking.~

end up i realise is so simple.
2 step kao tim.. :D
i was like... what the hell.~ so easy.!
but i do it so complicated =.='

that y it call add math.~
look complicated but easy only..
u just have to understand the question
thats all.! Lolx



so later on.~
i walk back home alone
use to it dy T.T'


back.~

sleep.. zZ eat.. then go school exam again
and i thought i can use some of the time out of the 4 hours for revision
but end up i use it to sleep xD

die la paper 2..
really =.='

all seem so hard and i only answer some of it
terrible.~
and it make me no mood to do
i just keep sigh
and do watever i know.. thats all =.='
hopeless.

hope my paper 1 will bring me high mark
and won't fail me

cross my finger once again.~


ciao...
now worry dy is biology T.T'

♥ ... clear the books ... ♥

wee.. C=
my bedroom looks more clean dy..

phew.~
i just clean up my messy and dusty room
actually the main reason is to throw all the exercise books away
duh.~ the spm dy

to all the subject the had take
say bubbye to them C=
and sent them to store room

so now.. my study table seem like lesser books dy
only left 4 subject xD
which is biology.. chemistry. physics and chinese 华语 :D

while
biology wil be the next monday
physics next thursday..
and to be continue.~ =.='

time passes really fast..


btw.. recently heard that ms's friend said he did not prepare well in spm
i kinda worry bout him
sigh.. dont ask me why.~

wish and pray he can get good result..
i know he is smart to handle it xD



ciao.~
going study biology.!


wee.... C=

♥ ... i drive ... ♥

wee... i drive C=

yea i drive today. real drive.~
... nervous ... wee xD


" hey xien. i brought my car.. come i sent u home today.~ "
terence tell me just after i exit the examiner ha :D

i was lik " really.? wow.~ kiez.! "
i m glad that i no need to walk home alone today
wee.... C=

and at the same time..
terence fetch christopher and subbie back also
wink.~

so as i walk out of the school ( cause he park his car outside the school )
i saw alot of car is at rest without owner
and mostly 9 out of 10 car have a red " P " stick infont of the car
haha.. actually all these are student car la.!
they drive to school to take spm
so nice.~
i wish i can but i haven learn to drive yet T.T' sob

then we all get into the car :D
car started..

at first terence accelarate his car to the max..
and he drive on the opposite side car dy road =.='

i was like " oh gosh.. i wish i wont die so fast "
and i started to pray to 3 gods T.T'

but he dint stop doing that..
he keep going and " cut " ( take over ) the other car
which is schoolmate Feon is driving her car on the way back 2

i getting more scare xD and " terence.!! "
i know he just love to play but is dam dangerous =.='
lucky is not main road.
if not i wil kill him

i just getting a heart acttack from that
and my heart just like pop-ing out T.T'
but finally..
phew.~
he drive back to normal ( counted as better then just now )

while u are right.~
he had no driving lisen =.='
but he had drove car about 1 year more
this is so call malaysian mah
sigh.~ speechless

after had fetch them back..
last is my turn :D wee...

then we talk about driving and so
then he say he can teach me how to drive.!
wow.~

so nice.. and this will is the first lesson for me
driving lesson xD


he teach me in my court..
is more safe. wink.~

first i learn how to drive in a straight line C=
forward and back

i drive.. nervous

and i scare i will bang any thing at that time
" dont worry.. dont worry.~ i am here... " terence said
lol but i stil very nervous xD

ok now u hit the break...
go slowly... slowly let go the break.~ bla bla x2

i m driving xD


then 2nd is learn how to take turn.. left and right
wee..

i first time drive a car.. a real car.!
but his car is auto..
reali nice and wish to drive summore :D

haha but his petrol meter seem droping fast
cause is honda car. not kancil.~
thas y xD

ok.. finally i know sumthing about driving a car.!!

wee... ciao C=


but
2mr add math.~ die la.. T.T'

♥ ... moral ... ♥

" u stil have 10 minutes "

i m writing... C=
nervous.. heartbeat keep accelarate..

tick tock... 10 minutes had pass


" masa telah tamat. sila letakkan pen and pensil anda.. saya kutip sekarang "
i m stil keep writing..

is moral paper only moral paper :D
to tell u the truth. i dint pass my moral before
and i always sleep during moral exam

while this is the only time i dint sleep for moral paper zZ
and i keep writing and answering rubbish and with no blanks
is full of blue ing =.='
til the last minutes teacher standing infront of me

i said i wrote lap sap so call as rubbish because i seriously dunno what m i writing
whats come to my mind then thats is what the outcome

but since is spm.. so yesterday nite...
i use 2 hours before sleep got to memorise all 36 nilai
until when i fall asleep.
the book is still with me lolz
this is the only last effort i can put for my moral
i don't want to fail moral T.T'

8am sharp..

i open the moral paper and i flip through..
thank god. i realise that there ar no question related to akta thingy
if not i hav to leave it blank xD
almost all are kbkk..
use alittle brain plus i memo dy nilai sure pass C=

first.. i find a blank page to write down all my 36 nilai
actuali i dint expect that i can remember all 36
but after i count back. " 1...2... 36 "
wow.~ i get shock.
i can remember 36 just oni use 2 hours :D
i feel i m smarter now haha

then i start to do... and keep doing.
is sleepy but stil.. write write write and write =.='

omg.. time pass so fast
and some student had finish start leaving to hall
what.? they finish dy.?
but y i keep writing still haven finish..?
and some started to sleep long time ago.~

then i realise i m the one unnormal
the one holding the blue pen keep writing
and thinking. y they sleep not writing.?
i m really unnormal.? =.=' swt question keep appear in my mind
but i dint think much. just write.!

actuali today i dun really have to mood to do exam paper
cause i got tummy ache
just because of the stupid menstrual.~
arg.! hate it..
and i dint eat my breakfast T.T' sob

now what can i do is cross my finger and pray to god
that i wont fail moral C=

wee... no more moral.!