when i can see stars with u .. my love ♥
i love u so much dear
time to cheer myself up.! ♥
hug~ hurt fully heal.. : bring back my love
hug~ hurt fully heal.. : bring back my love
Saturday, May 15, 2010
hurt again
this few days back.. my mood dam down. i dunno why.?
i just realise that.. something is diff. a gap between us ♥
why i have a strong feeling on this.? ._.
" end " this word.. actuali wil not exist in our love river but lately i saw it.! clearly. i have 6 sense this relationship wil never long. i dunno why.? very clear.. and i never fail my 6th sense before~
today.. when i wake up already 3pm plus ( yawn.. Zz )
very tired n i dun feel wake up til i feel hungry..
~ my hp msg.. him. he sms me
dunno since when i dun put a smile on my face anymore after i saw his name appear on my hp screen
just a gap ♥ .. i dunnu is my fault or his.? this change
after everything. as usual on9..
read hui ru blog~
..and i saw one of her blog...
: 星期四早上起身就看到那个贱人nicholas 的 miss call...好好的心情都被他破坏完了，想到他就气，他真的是我一身中见过最贱，最无赖的人了！我给脸他女朋友，收点脾气，忍一忍...就只是复他 ‘yes?’。那个死混蛋竟然回一个笑脸给我。@#@$*&$@# 笑屁啊？！我忍你！你不要太过分!我就问他miss call我有事吗？他说他想念我的声音！他妈的！说到这个人我真的什么粗口都骂得出！！！！我很少骂男生的 （我骂的都是女的，哇哈哈），他被我骂到酱，是好人才怪。我忍我忍我忍...我忍你！！！我只是复他‘i tell yr gf’ 然后他竟然说‘sometimes u will miss a person 1 geh..tell my gf o...sounds cute...up2u...she will understand either’ 混蛋！这世界上真的会有女人笨到体谅自己的男朋友想念他的旧情人吗？也许真的有，不过一定不会是我。‘笨女人’ 这三个字已经不再我的字典里了！真可怜他的女朋友，被他耍的团团转还以为自己的男朋友是世界第一的大好人。仟颖，我绝对不是在说你的坏话，真的想提醒你，这贱人没你想象中的简单，真的真的小心他！！不然后悔的是你自己！
after i read this. i feel that i reali stupid~ i tear that i shoulden ♥
~ hurt again
hui ru.. she is my current bf - nicholas' ex gf but i take her as my best fren.. we fight before but i surprise that we end up as friend (= actuali i kinda 欣赏 this girl. i like her~
erm.. about this post.. i know he sms her and miss call her before.. he got told me but he skipped one part he did not told me ‘sometimes u will miss a person 1 geh..tell my gf o...sounds cute...up2u...she will understand either’ ..
wtf. this is reali dam hurt.! i understand he might flash back and miss her sometime but he sms her and told her that he miss her voice..! what a joke.. heart break~ y.? i reali feel i m real stupid..
y.? y hui ru u dun tel me and u skip this part too.? i wonder.. do i reali understand him.?.. my trust to him fal. trust him izit a correct way.? or got any girl can share a guy with others.?!
i know she - hui ru is not talking bad behind me. thankZ her.. without her. i feel i m more stupid..
nicholas. not because of her this blog.. i feel that. is add up drop by drop from yr hurt. i dunno how much i love u anymore n i dunnu how much u love me anymore.. i can't feel any love from u. do u know that is pain.? if u dun love me please tell me.. i wont cry and whole u back if u wanna leave. i just wil turn around n wont look at u anymore...
tears for u.. i m tired.. please dont change me back to be a play girlz. i wil kill guys without heart and mercy ♥ dont think of try play me. i know u won.. but if u do~ i wil return u double then u gave.! i dun wan hate u. i choose to love u..
stop killing my love cell of loving u~
i stil love u
i just realise that.. something is diff. a gap between us ♥
why i have a strong feeling on this.? ._.
" end " this word.. actuali wil not exist in our love river but lately i saw it.! clearly. i have 6 sense this relationship wil never long. i dunno why.? very clear.. and i never fail my 6th sense before~
today.. when i wake up already 3pm plus ( yawn.. Zz )
very tired n i dun feel wake up til i feel hungry..
~ my hp msg.. him. he sms me
dunno since when i dun put a smile on my face anymore after i saw his name appear on my hp screen
just a gap ♥ .. i dunnu is my fault or his.? this change
after everything. as usual on9..
read hui ru blog~
..and i saw one of her blog...
: 星期四早上起身就看到那个贱人nicholas 的 miss call...好好的心情都被他破坏完了，想到他就气，他真的是我一身中见过最贱，最无赖的人了！我给脸他女朋友，收点脾气，忍一忍...就只是复他 ‘yes?’。那个死混蛋竟然回一个笑脸给我。@#@$*&$@# 笑屁啊？！我忍你！你不要太过分!我就问他miss call我有事吗？他说他想念我的声音！他妈的！说到这个人我真的什么粗口都骂得出！！！！我很少骂男生的 （我骂的都是女的，哇哈哈），他被我骂到酱，是好人才怪。我忍我忍我忍...我忍你！！！我只是复他‘i tell yr gf’ 然后他竟然说‘sometimes u will miss a person 1 geh..tell my gf o...sounds cute...up2u...she will understand either’ 混蛋！这世界上真的会有女人笨到体谅自己的男朋友想念他的旧情人吗？也许真的有，不过一定不会是我。‘笨女人’ 这三个字已经不再我的字典里了！真可怜他的女朋友，被他耍的团团转还以为自己的男朋友是世界第一的大好人。仟颖，我绝对不是在说你的坏话，真的想提醒你，这贱人没你想象中的简单，真的真的小心他！！不然后悔的是你自己！
after i read this. i feel that i reali stupid~ i tear that i shoulden ♥
~ hurt again
hui ru.. she is my current bf - nicholas' ex gf but i take her as my best fren.. we fight before but i surprise that we end up as friend (= actuali i kinda 欣赏 this girl. i like her~
erm.. about this post.. i know he sms her and miss call her before.. he got told me but he skipped one part he did not told me ‘sometimes u will miss a person 1 geh..tell my gf o...sounds cute...up2u...she will understand either’ ..
wtf. this is reali dam hurt.! i understand he might flash back and miss her sometime but he sms her and told her that he miss her voice..! what a joke.. heart break~ y.? i reali feel i m real stupid..
y.? y hui ru u dun tel me and u skip this part too.? i wonder.. do i reali understand him.?.. my trust to him fal. trust him izit a correct way.? or got any girl can share a guy with others.?!
i know she - hui ru is not talking bad behind me. thankZ her.. without her. i feel i m more stupid..
nicholas. not because of her this blog.. i feel that. is add up drop by drop from yr hurt. i dunno how much i love u anymore n i dunnu how much u love me anymore.. i can't feel any love from u. do u know that is pain.? if u dun love me please tell me.. i wont cry and whole u back if u wanna leave. i just wil turn around n wont look at u anymore...
tears for u.. i m tired.. please dont change me back to be a play girlz. i wil kill guys without heart and mercy ♥ dont think of try play me. i know u won.. but if u do~ i wil return u double then u gave.! i dun wan hate u. i choose to love u..
stop killing my love cell of loving u~
i stil love u
Friday, May 7, 2010
mid year exam over
wee.. mid sem exam finally over
next week wil be orientation week and must attend ._. sienz
but only a must on monday and friday T_T
monday wil be the mass call ( the vip going give endless speech Lolx )
friday wil be station games.. i m going cause I being helper at station “mistery box” is guess. how to play the game.? just easy. the box wil be rape in black paper and the student cant see what in it but they have to put their hand in and figure it out xD scary nia. we wil scare them and put all sort of thing to let them feel the fear :P
actuali the others game is also nice. atlest it is better then my orientation game nor ._. my orientation game suck nar. one of the most stupid game is the wear a shoe and swing it far far. most far then win. stupid right.? my adidas shoe nia T_T’
offling. friend need a lot help to do something related to lollipop :P for orientation this monday. haix sienZ and stil duno my dear coming anot ._. he said wil come clean is dusty room dy and at the same time, I m so dam tired now plus haven bath. oh gosh~
sign off
next week wil be orientation week and must attend ._. sienz
but only a must on monday and friday T_T
monday wil be the mass call ( the vip going give endless speech Lolx )
friday wil be station games.. i m going cause I being helper at station “mistery box” is guess. how to play the game.? just easy. the box wil be rape in black paper and the student cant see what in it but they have to put their hand in and figure it out xD scary nia. we wil scare them and put all sort of thing to let them feel the fear :P
actuali the others game is also nice. atlest it is better then my orientation game nor ._. my orientation game suck nar. one of the most stupid game is the wear a shoe and swing it far far. most far then win. stupid right.? my adidas shoe nia T_T’
offling. friend need a lot help to do something related to lollipop :P for orientation this monday. haix sienZ and stil duno my dear coming anot ._. he said wil come clean is dusty room dy and at the same time, I m so dam tired now plus haven bath. oh gosh~
sign off
lately life in tarC
I miss him so much xD
he .. my dearest lao gong is moving in to tarC hostel
wee.. cant wait.!
while he is a lucky guy that he get a room.. cause there are about hundred plus student in the waiting list xP so last monday. he went to my hostel and check in. get the key and visit his room J216
then I was thinking.. why his room wil be in J block.? I though most of the A level student is H and I block but I dint ask much.. cause there wont let u to choose which room u wanna be in ._.
before we leave the hostel office.. the counter girl told my dear to take the mattress by himself at security room next door. what.! wahsai. he need take the mattress all the way up to his room xD Lolz. kesian him lar haha
so we walk all the walk to his room under the hot sun. sweating and just like being cook
walk walk.. 216 here..
then I pause and look at the door. u know what.. shaking my head and worrying the door wil fall on me anytime Lolz. reali.. oh gosh. I just I can imagine hows inside btw I start to feel I m more lucky that I hav a better room C=
I open the door n holly shit.!
so dusty n I dun feel comfortable staying any longer and same to him xP I tell him "dear. u better clean your room.. is a must.! and try yr best to make my roommate clean also" he just speechless and he said he will and I guess he is coming tomoro ( friday ) to clean the entire room
when we were "visiting" his room. his roommate is not around but we found that he got a lot of thing with him. such as
there is a personal computer on his study table
printer boxes which dunno inside contain a printer or others thing xD
under his bed is full of everything
on his cupboard r basically shampoo and body wash thingy
rack got computers books ( so I guess he mainly taking some course related to computing )
and I m so confirm that he is not A level student cause I dun think there r such course in A level in a thick computing book. guess is diploma.? while is stil ok with my dear cause he love computing stuff xD
same time. I think his roommate his having his holiday. some sort of away cause his things are packed nicely and I dunno how describe :P or he is leaving.? ._.
next..
yesterday my dear dy daddy had back malaysia.! worst is now 2 attacking one. not only his mother wil nag him now. his dad too haha xP but then I stil hope his daddy got his things go right lor cause heard that he kinda frustrated sigh
I guess wil be a money problem gua. to me.. money problem is not a problem anymore. cause my grandparents is paying for my A level so mean I wil be continue taking A level.. at first I thought I m going stop A level and taking form 6 dy cause cash really a big problem but after my grandparent visit my parents.. everything is ok dy. well.. I know my mom will pay back to my grandparents dy although they say no need to pay back. actually I kinda feel very bad taking money from other.. I got one aim nia. is to get high pay next time I work to pay back my mom loan from other dy. my mom loan to let us study and tuition even learning piano and others. sad T.T' loving her so much but dint dare tell her I do haha
one more thing is i – myself have cash problem ._. actually they should be giving me at least 250 buck per month but this month they cut my allowance till 200 buck only T.T' sigh.. I understand lar and I dun dare to ask more from them. they cut mean got their reason so on the other hand. I m finding part time job.! I wanna work..
today after biology exam. i and my friend went to library for online :P
one of my aim is to find some part time job nor but still headache.. need cash but I need study at the same time also. is hard to find such a job that can perfectly match my class time table and salary ._.
but I found one..
is bout matta fair going held at pwtc klcc 150 bucks per day and I only need to work 2 days mean 300 buckZ I wil be getting but is on june if I not mistaken
actuali not bad thou and I dint work before xP
work cash.. and stil planning to get more extra money for my own self
not long more. I going have long break start from 5th jun till about 2 week plus ( stil searching job ) and same to my friend wanting a job too.. guess she is also under my condition xP but I think she is more worst then me. she oni got 40 bucks per week and mine is 50 per week after divide
sigh. I really dunno how to spend the 50 bucks a week. ok nar if basically giv me one day most 10 bucks but there is actually not enough at all. let me list out :
- breakfast
dutch lady chocolate milk rm1.6 or good day fresh chocolate milk rm2
bread or sandwich rm1.5
if I wake late then I can skip breakfast with the package of skipping class too Lolz cause my every class is starting at 8am
or else wil be gastric attending class without breakfast T.T
- lunch
basically canteen food is sucks but better food wil at least up to rm3 to rm4.5
zap fan is the most cheapest but u wil feel vomit everyday eating them ( everyday same dish never mind but it really dun feel like human food ._. ) is rm1.9 for 3 dish with rice
chicken rice also need rm3.5
most cheap pan mee oso need rm3
with ownself bring water … and no extra spend like ice crem rm2.2 / rm1.8 or others sweet cooling drinks
- dinner
telling u the truth that the hostel canteen food also twice suck then the college canteen food.! worst is when the diploma is on holiday break. one store open and other wont. they take turn and there r only 2 store ._. and they like simply cook.. reali.. sigh ( shake head )
while normally I dun eat Chinese store food.. I prefer mamak more
nasi pataya rm3.8 and guarantee not full dy T_T
but is wanna a beta meal wil walk out from hostel to tbr ( some place which hav a lot of mamak store )
roti planta rm1.3
teh ice rm1.2
nasi goring ayam rm5 for large and there is not small =.='
nasi ayam merdu merah rm3.5
ice kosong is free Lolx
nasi lemak also need rm4.5 wth.!
well.. sometime wil go wangsa nor spend about rm3.5 to rm5 like that T_T
- supper
I usually eat dinner at 7 or 8pm like that but I staying late nite til about 3am so I need supper to make sure my tummy is not empty cause I easily get gastric
so burger stall
burger special rm2.6
burger special set rm4.1
serious to say that oni the burger store dy thing can eat and nice xD
sometimes if fren ajak wil go tbr ( eat same thing nor )
plus and minus including divide and time also over 10 bucks dy lah
and thank god that there is a glossary in hostel that at least they sell human food ( my only hope )
I usually buy Campbell soup rm1.5 per pack
biscuit rm4.2
maggie cup rm1.5
and other things that can eat ._.
see.! 200 bucks is not enough and I eat a lot dy :P actually I save a lot dy. I so long dint go outing ler.. like :
pool
bowling
lepak
klcc walk
movie
ciber cafe
and others entertainment
my life just become more suck. kinda always get gastric and keep skip meal.. even eat also dun feel well dy my tummy.. haix I wanna ask that 这里是人住的地方吗.? means .. wil people survive in this place.? and I stil got one more year here nia.. oh gosh~ just only half of a year.. I already get bored and having suck life here dy ._.
while don talk about study nah. even going to exam soon in few hours time. I stil blogging here xP physic is my last exam on friday.. I feel getting more lazy.! keep skip class and most horrible is I most of the day cant wake up early in the morning ._. I tried but.. pig nah xP but I guess after my dear come wil help me a lot and wil be more torture. condition is must study only can got other entertainment.. Lolx C= actually to me is worth cause at least my love is beside me xP
today biology exam only nia.. erm already over 3am something so should be yesterday already xD truth to said I dint even touch my biology before the exam.. just my friend study then they read the note and I listen nor. same time online ing.. chun nia.? geges but lately I doing my suduku.! dunu why I just feel doing them.. from easy to hard xP wow. it reali reborn my brain cell and think more..
but something really need to change after I enter sem 2. teacher going change our 5 class combine to be 4 class only. guess is more people leaving the A level after they get scholarship and others changes their mind.. and my dear is coming in study with me. really need change.!
no skipping class
no ponteng class.. means attending every class C=
more study and brush up all my first sem work
T_T really feel lifeless dy.. torture nia
but I think I m more free already cause I had leave swc ( student well fair committee ). reason simple cause the politic inside very suck and seriously hate swc. dunu why.? cause the director. I mean the ass director.? Lolx and I also quit being class representative. when talk about that then I feel dam sad. so a lot thing happen worstly at the same time but is already pass~
time to have a new life C=
enjoy life to the max.!
beside that also got happy thing geh~ lately yee ing find me chat in msn. kinda get shock that stil got schoolmate remember me xP and chat sometime nor xD well.. in college I also got a lot of close friend that I use to hang out with. they are my darlings :P
ashley ( although I don like she dint bath and oi my bed :P )
sacha
charmaine
bikini girl - pei wen
jodi law ( my best roommate ever ) and her bf – jin xP
jin's friend – andrew
daddy larry xP cause he give me a lot of advise and he listen to my secret include problems
not really close wil be :
alan
yii huey ( basically oni sometime nor cause she 'finding her direction' - her boyfriend mah xD )
ace .. he oso busy with his girlfriend dy
errol
vincent the psyduck C=
y y – yan yong ( yesterday 6th may burday boi )
and kinda happy.. my close fren lately always visit my room xD to chat..
just now there was here in my room.~ doing
play comp
chit chat
listen songs
watch funny video clip and laught all the way C=
ly on bed
read magazine
and I was reading funny short messege ( a book that I borrow from library :P all very lame n coolz joke Lolx )
okieZ. going oi.. 4 am dy
if 2mr cant wake to exam then jia lat xP and nikki ( my love ) wil reali kill me Lolz
more over my dear might be coming lerZ
wee.!
oi Zz
he .. my dearest lao gong is moving in to tarC hostel
wee.. cant wait.!
while he is a lucky guy that he get a room.. cause there are about hundred plus student in the waiting list xP so last monday. he went to my hostel and check in. get the key and visit his room J216
then I was thinking.. why his room wil be in J block.? I though most of the A level student is H and I block but I dint ask much.. cause there wont let u to choose which room u wanna be in ._.
before we leave the hostel office.. the counter girl told my dear to take the mattress by himself at security room next door. what.! wahsai. he need take the mattress all the way up to his room xD Lolz. kesian him lar haha
so we walk all the walk to his room under the hot sun. sweating and just like being cook
walk walk.. 216 here..
then I pause and look at the door. u know what.. shaking my head and worrying the door wil fall on me anytime Lolz. reali.. oh gosh. I just I can imagine hows inside btw I start to feel I m more lucky that I hav a better room C=
I open the door n holly shit.!
so dusty n I dun feel comfortable staying any longer and same to him xP I tell him "dear. u better clean your room.. is a must.! and try yr best to make my roommate clean also" he just speechless and he said he will and I guess he is coming tomoro ( friday ) to clean the entire room
when we were "visiting" his room. his roommate is not around but we found that he got a lot of thing with him. such as
there is a personal computer on his study table
printer boxes which dunno inside contain a printer or others thing xD
under his bed is full of everything
on his cupboard r basically shampoo and body wash thingy
rack got computers books ( so I guess he mainly taking some course related to computing )
and I m so confirm that he is not A level student cause I dun think there r such course in A level in a thick computing book. guess is diploma.? while is stil ok with my dear cause he love computing stuff xD
same time. I think his roommate his having his holiday. some sort of away cause his things are packed nicely and I dunno how describe :P or he is leaving.? ._.
next..
yesterday my dear dy daddy had back malaysia.! worst is now 2 attacking one. not only his mother wil nag him now. his dad too haha xP but then I stil hope his daddy got his things go right lor cause heard that he kinda frustrated sigh
I guess wil be a money problem gua. to me.. money problem is not a problem anymore. cause my grandparents is paying for my A level so mean I wil be continue taking A level.. at first I thought I m going stop A level and taking form 6 dy cause cash really a big problem but after my grandparent visit my parents.. everything is ok dy. well.. I know my mom will pay back to my grandparents dy although they say no need to pay back. actually I kinda feel very bad taking money from other.. I got one aim nia. is to get high pay next time I work to pay back my mom loan from other dy. my mom loan to let us study and tuition even learning piano and others. sad T.T' loving her so much but dint dare tell her I do haha
one more thing is i – myself have cash problem ._. actually they should be giving me at least 250 buck per month but this month they cut my allowance till 200 buck only T.T' sigh.. I understand lar and I dun dare to ask more from them. they cut mean got their reason so on the other hand. I m finding part time job.! I wanna work..
today after biology exam. i and my friend went to library for online :P
one of my aim is to find some part time job nor but still headache.. need cash but I need study at the same time also. is hard to find such a job that can perfectly match my class time table and salary ._.
but I found one..
is bout matta fair going held at pwtc klcc 150 bucks per day and I only need to work 2 days mean 300 buckZ I wil be getting but is on june if I not mistaken
actuali not bad thou and I dint work before xP
work cash.. and stil planning to get more extra money for my own self
not long more. I going have long break start from 5th jun till about 2 week plus ( stil searching job ) and same to my friend wanting a job too.. guess she is also under my condition xP but I think she is more worst then me. she oni got 40 bucks per week and mine is 50 per week after divide
sigh. I really dunno how to spend the 50 bucks a week. ok nar if basically giv me one day most 10 bucks but there is actually not enough at all. let me list out :
- breakfast
dutch lady chocolate milk rm1.6 or good day fresh chocolate milk rm2
bread or sandwich rm1.5
if I wake late then I can skip breakfast with the package of skipping class too Lolz cause my every class is starting at 8am
or else wil be gastric attending class without breakfast T.T
- lunch
basically canteen food is sucks but better food wil at least up to rm3 to rm4.5
zap fan is the most cheapest but u wil feel vomit everyday eating them ( everyday same dish never mind but it really dun feel like human food ._. ) is rm1.9 for 3 dish with rice
chicken rice also need rm3.5
most cheap pan mee oso need rm3
with ownself bring water … and no extra spend like ice crem rm2.2 / rm1.8 or others sweet cooling drinks
- dinner
telling u the truth that the hostel canteen food also twice suck then the college canteen food.! worst is when the diploma is on holiday break. one store open and other wont. they take turn and there r only 2 store ._. and they like simply cook.. reali.. sigh ( shake head )
while normally I dun eat Chinese store food.. I prefer mamak more
nasi pataya rm3.8 and guarantee not full dy T_T
but is wanna a beta meal wil walk out from hostel to tbr ( some place which hav a lot of mamak store )
roti planta rm1.3
teh ice rm1.2
nasi goring ayam rm5 for large and there is not small =.='
nasi ayam merdu merah rm3.5
ice kosong is free Lolx
nasi lemak also need rm4.5 wth.!
well.. sometime wil go wangsa nor spend about rm3.5 to rm5 like that T_T
- supper
I usually eat dinner at 7 or 8pm like that but I staying late nite til about 3am so I need supper to make sure my tummy is not empty cause I easily get gastric
so burger stall
burger special rm2.6
burger special set rm4.1
serious to say that oni the burger store dy thing can eat and nice xD
sometimes if fren ajak wil go tbr ( eat same thing nor )
plus and minus including divide and time also over 10 bucks dy lah
and thank god that there is a glossary in hostel that at least they sell human food ( my only hope )
I usually buy Campbell soup rm1.5 per pack
biscuit rm4.2
maggie cup rm1.5
and other things that can eat ._.
see.! 200 bucks is not enough and I eat a lot dy :P actually I save a lot dy. I so long dint go outing ler.. like :
pool
bowling
lepak
klcc walk
movie
ciber cafe
and others entertainment
my life just become more suck. kinda always get gastric and keep skip meal.. even eat also dun feel well dy my tummy.. haix I wanna ask that 这里是人住的地方吗.? means .. wil people survive in this place.? and I stil got one more year here nia.. oh gosh~ just only half of a year.. I already get bored and having suck life here dy ._.
while don talk about study nah. even going to exam soon in few hours time. I stil blogging here xP physic is my last exam on friday.. I feel getting more lazy.! keep skip class and most horrible is I most of the day cant wake up early in the morning ._. I tried but.. pig nah xP but I guess after my dear come wil help me a lot and wil be more torture. condition is must study only can got other entertainment.. Lolx C= actually to me is worth cause at least my love is beside me xP
today biology exam only nia.. erm already over 3am something so should be yesterday already xD truth to said I dint even touch my biology before the exam.. just my friend study then they read the note and I listen nor. same time online ing.. chun nia.? geges but lately I doing my suduku.! dunu why I just feel doing them.. from easy to hard xP wow. it reali reborn my brain cell and think more..
but something really need to change after I enter sem 2. teacher going change our 5 class combine to be 4 class only. guess is more people leaving the A level after they get scholarship and others changes their mind.. and my dear is coming in study with me. really need change.!
no skipping class
no ponteng class.. means attending every class C=
more study and brush up all my first sem work
T_T really feel lifeless dy.. torture nia
but I think I m more free already cause I had leave swc ( student well fair committee ). reason simple cause the politic inside very suck and seriously hate swc. dunu why.? cause the director. I mean the ass director.? Lolx and I also quit being class representative. when talk about that then I feel dam sad. so a lot thing happen worstly at the same time but is already pass~
time to have a new life C=
enjoy life to the max.!
beside that also got happy thing geh~ lately yee ing find me chat in msn. kinda get shock that stil got schoolmate remember me xP and chat sometime nor xD well.. in college I also got a lot of close friend that I use to hang out with. they are my darlings :P
ashley ( although I don like she dint bath and oi my bed :P )
sacha
charmaine
bikini girl - pei wen
jodi law ( my best roommate ever ) and her bf – jin xP
jin's friend – andrew
daddy larry xP cause he give me a lot of advise and he listen to my secret include problems
not really close wil be :
alan
yii huey ( basically oni sometime nor cause she 'finding her direction' - her boyfriend mah xD )
ace .. he oso busy with his girlfriend dy
errol
vincent the psyduck C=
y y – yan yong ( yesterday 6th may burday boi )
and kinda happy.. my close fren lately always visit my room xD to chat..
just now there was here in my room.~ doing
play comp
chit chat
listen songs
watch funny video clip and laught all the way C=
ly on bed
read magazine
and I was reading funny short messege ( a book that I borrow from library :P all very lame n coolz joke Lolx )
okieZ. going oi.. 4 am dy
if 2mr cant wake to exam then jia lat xP and nikki ( my love ) wil reali kill me Lolz
more over my dear might be coming lerZ
wee.!
oi Zz
Saturday, April 24, 2010
after i see back my draft... i have this unpublish post -___-'
so i plan to publish it.. is been long time ago.! til i forget when isit
just a sweet memory :) outing sunway with family n ♥ [ ex for now ] Lolz
just picha nia XPP
pizza time.!! (:
♥ love salad
he teman me bought shoes
n he choose for me XP
thats wat i stil rmb... Lol [ sad case ]
is pass... ♥ now is 30th jan 2011
♥ ing you forever
forever love ♥
heartlesZ devil ♥ ing fallen angel
beloved hubby,
i love you ♥ foreva
♥ ... dear hubby dy love ... ♥
a month more dy C=
♥ forever love
my dear hubby do for me dy
wit lurv
noh a^ol !
♥ ♥ ♥ ———-♥ ♥ ♥ ——--♥ -———-♥ ♥ ♥ — ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ——-♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ….♥ —————-♥ ——-♥ .♥ -——-♥ ….♥ ————-♥ ————-♥
♥ ….♥ ———♥ ♥ ♥ ——♥ ….♥ -—--♥…..♥ ————♥ ————-♥
♥ ….♥ ————--♥ —--♥ …….♥ -—-♥…..♥ ———-♥ ————-♥
♥ ….♥ ——♥ ♥ ♥ —--♥ ……...♥ ----♥ ♥ ♥ ———♥ ———♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
♥ ... truth love ... ♥
one month plus ago dy post xD
21 march ♥ wee.. one month secret
uncomplete love ♥ had been cure buy your heart
love going merry go round in a circle
duno when it had started flowing in love river
but is in my heart forever
there are a special thing in this love
which no start and it will never reach the end
it wil keep continue til life to life
heart to heart ♥
love till forever.. and ever
♥ i love you
dear..
if one day i tell you " i dont love you "
thats will be the biggest lie in my life
even i turn my back behind u
i wan u to pull me back and hug me tight
if i let go your hand..
hold my hand back and dun let me go.!
til the last breath
my body might leave u
but ♥
my heart. soul and love wil never ever love u
forever 520
♥ ... forever love . no ending ... ♥
oh mie god..
i have been so so long did not upload my blogspot post xD while just lately kinda found a new bloger "tumblr" so ter-forget this blog..
but in the end~ i stil love blogspot more :P
so i just wil transfer all thing from tumblr to my blogspot. simple.? lolx
wee... so miss u blog~
here there are..
posted 3 weeks agO~ C=
♥ love by love ♥
a devil falls in to an angel heart
my heart start to feel heavier and heavier
fully fill by your love
really love u truthfully deep
deeply~
like a stone fall in to my heart ♥
and it never ever touch the bottom of my love
every time i :
kiss your lips by sweet feel
touch u by my soul
love you with my heart ♥
i use
all my heart 520 Celsius degree to hug u
my whole life 1314 to love u ♥
every drop of my blood to miss u
and
i wil never leave u till the last breath i take in to live
forever and ever ♥
i love you
~~~~~~~~~~♥I.love.U__________I.love.U♥~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~♥I.love.U♥I.love.U♥I.love.U♥I.love.U♥~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~♥I.love.U♥♥I.love.U♥♥♥I.love.U♥I.love.U.♥~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~.♥I.love.U♥I.love.U♥…♥I.love.U♥I.love.U♥.~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~♥l.love.U.Only.♥___♥.I.love.U.Only♥~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~.♥Forever.U♥…….♥.Loving.U♥~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~.♥One.♥______♥.Love♥~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.♥.Forever.<3♥~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.♥.Muax.♥~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♥.~~~~~~~~
this is lao gong made for me dy xP
i paste it here in my heart ♥
dear hubbi. listen here.!
i swear to 3 gods and i cross my heart ♥
i really do love you~
cause u stole my ♥ heart
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
♥ ... sienZ ted ... ♥
this year chin3se new year.?
one word
. SienZ .
super bored til i rot ._.
this all call " old generation gathering ._. "
next C=
me.!
OMG.. i really need to admit that i become sO cubby dy xP
. wtf .
last year at hong kOng and china realli eat aLot xD
my faCe wer got sO cubby dy.?
oh gosh.~
- then next day gO midvally again -
eat ZEN ♥ cake with sister
and
sushi C=
. wtf. eat again
omg. the cake got ice cream topping
got almond nut xP
and chocolate cheese cake.~
super niCe
argh.. wanna eat again.! :P
little cousin and brO
and thats one of the thing we eat xP
but BUT.. phew.~
mother pay me baCk after back home
thankZ god.. xDD
3rd day leh.?
rest at home lor.. but eat breakfast [ tim sam ] with family lar
so thats my chinese new year..
today 4th day lerhZ.~ C=
and keep [ rot ] . SienZ .
sO i plan to back hostel as early as possible xP
atleast i got freedom to lepak.~
most importantly is i can meet him
wee...
ciaO.~
and keep . SienZ . ♥
wtf =.=''
one word
. SienZ .
super bored til i rot ._.
what i do just like what pig do everyday.~
in other way. i m just lik a pig.!
witf ._.
sleep
eat
cause cousin all go enjoy thier day dy.~ . bored .
sO i keep nag parents gO gai gai. xD
end up. go midvally dunnO c what " 72.. " movie. [ cause mom wanna watch ] dam bored.
the movie ok Ok oni lar..
actuali i just making chance to let dad and mom dating xP
. LOLx .
in other way. i m just lik a pig.!
witf ._.
sleep
eat
oi oi
then eat again.!
the day before chinese new year
after dinner.~ i reali betahan stayin at granparents house.cause cousin all go enjoy thier day dy.~ . bored .
sO i keep nag parents gO gai gai. xD
end up. go midvally dunnO c what " 72.. " movie. [ cause mom wanna watch ] dam bored.
the movie ok Ok oni lar..
actuali i just making chance to let dad and mom dating xP
. LOLx .
first day of cnY.?
go grandparents house kL again [ mom side ] =.='
. SienZ .
- i this year dint back penang -
super miss penang wei T.T' all my lovely cousin there.~
then gO visit relative..
1.. 2... 4... wah sai.~ i spend more than 5 hours there.!
cause old people and parents just can talk nOn stop
. wtf .
keep refresh back all oldden days. the past..
sienZ til... ._.
sO i just sleep there [ under air con mah xP .. nice to sleep ]
and eat xP niCe food.~
go grandparents house kL again [ mom side ] =.='
. SienZ .
- i this year dint back penang -
super miss penang wei T.T' all my lovely cousin there.~
then gO visit relative..
1.. 2... 4... wah sai.~ i spend more than 5 hours there.!
cause old people and parents just can talk nOn stop
. wtf .
keep refresh back all oldden days. the past..
sienZ til... ._.
sO i just sleep there [ under air con mah xP .. nice to sleep ]
and eat xP niCe food.~
this all call " old generation gathering ._. "
next C=
me.!
OMG.. i really need to admit that i become sO cubby dy xP
. wtf .
last year at hong kOng and china realli eat aLot xD
my faCe wer got sO cubby dy.?
oh gosh.~
- then next day gO midvally again -
eat ZEN ♥ cake with sister
and
sushi C=
. wtf. eat again
omg. the cake got ice cream topping
got almond nut xP
and chocolate cheese cake.~
super niCe
argh.. wanna eat again.! :P
and then the sushi.. actuali is me and sis go eat only dy but then come the little cousin and my brOther.! faint.~ they can eat and pick thing uncontrollablely ._. sO end up bankrupt paying 101 bucks.. double faint. ♥
little cousin and brO
and thats one of the thing we eat xP
but BUT.. phew.~
mother pay me baCk after back home
thankZ god.. xDD
3rd day leh.?
rest at home lor.. but eat breakfast [ tim sam ] with family lar
so thats my chinese new year..
today 4th day lerhZ.~ C=
and keep [ rot ] . SienZ .
sO i plan to back hostel as early as possible xP
atleast i got freedom to lepak.~
most importantly is i can meet him
wee...
ciaO.~
and keep . SienZ . ♥
wtf =.=''
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