♥ ... end ... ♥

to me.. all thing is settle and end ^.^ wink
i had do my part
help to get them back
main point is they " love each other "
ending is the way they decide can choose

sometime i wish ming sung love me as hui ru do love nikki
even how bad their relationship
their heart stil loving each other
y dun they just apreciate it and change thing better.? :D

but to me.. i keep lie myself that i stil love ms
i know my love to him had fade away.~
after the momment i know the truth
i did not have the energy to hold the love to u anymore
i let it fade
and i know.. u had walk far away from me

i tot i wanted u to stay
and i wanted to love u back.~
but i realise i lost my voice to tell u that
cause u bring me no hope
i can't trust u anymore..
or i should ask myself " do i stil love u. ming sung.? "

love had fade just like this
no hurt and no pain anymore
but is full of question mark.. and regret
i keep tell myself.. " y i do this to u.. until u get bored of me "
and i found that there is no U-turn for me
no road for me to walk into your heart anymore

y there are always a transparent object blocking my slight.?
how can i remove all this to get stare into your eyes...
your sliver eyes..

i did not message u anymore
cause i just want throw away all my pass annoy that u hate
i want make everything to zero
till.. i don't know u anymore

ms is gone..
the fallen angel appear

when i down and
when i going to fall
i saw an arm
which ly me on

when i in dark
but i hear his heart..
to let me know. i m not alone

his job is to cheer me up
not to love me..
he has his own love ^.^
a nice princess.. his beloved

and thanks..
i appreciate the care
u help he alot. to stand up from fall

but as time craw
everything goes wrong
i makes endless trouble

but everything is not what i want..
the " misunderstand "

i knew he belong to her
his heart is with her
he love her
his princess..
so i push him away n i tell him " she is waiting u =) "
and i keep tell myself i wont like him
he just my friend who cares me when i get hurt

just dunno since when
i realise i start to miss him
but
i repeat again to my heart " i don't lik him.. just fren "
smile C=

and i also choose the middle road
not ming sung.. not nikki
is..
be back myself. chocolate devil C=
happy girl with carefree.~

and

silence love :D

a little devil.~ just like me C=