♥ ... first day of spm ... ♥

i first day of SPM.. and i only got 1 word for it.~

SUCK.!

what stupid country is this.?
why must we take this so call suck subject " BAHASA MELAYU "
deng.~
ok simple.. i just srew my BM paper.~ wtf

first.. i m dam TIRED.~
non stop yawning in the exam hall. =.='
cause what.?
i dint get well sleep.. and cause NERVOUS.
it make me wake at 4am once and 5am once..
what the....

never mind.. i reach school at 7.15am
and not for long then we lined up and started to take a big step by step toward exam hall ( classroom )
and stil NERVOUS.~
plus i really have no confidence at all =.='
dun ask me why.? i just DONT HAVE.!

i though everything will be fine
so 8am start " anda boleh pula jawab sekarang.. "
then i open the the paper and i FAINT.~
panic.. T.T'
holding my pen about 20 minutes thinking HOW TO START. die.~
i m death. sigh.~

and so i LOST my more then 20 minutes just LYK THIS.~ f..
y i m not writing because i m holding a PEN.!! not machanical pencil =.='
if there is pencil.. i can simply write watever crap and rub it off
cause i use to it.~
but NOW.. i m holding a pen.. f again. -.-'
there is no correction tap and liquid paper sort of thing to use

but finally i start writing..
and end up i realise i m writing CRAP plus RUBBISH.!!
cuase i found what i writing is not what they want. deng.~

arh.~ " teacher. can i have one more set karangan paper "
u know what they give me.?
kertas karangan.. not booklet =.='
nvm.. i know i need rewrite and i only got 1 HOUR left
imagine 2 karangan 1 hour.. f.!
n i choose another tajuk to write... and keep writing
and my hand is shaking

summore i saw the girl infront of me is sleeping.!
what.?... she SLEPPING.? f.~
i know.. spm is nth to her cause she always get first in class -.-'
y not she give me her time.. LOLx

worst part is i sit under the fan.!
zee.... fre3zing
COLD... and very cold x.o' mean double cold. LOLx
end up fever.. sigh

phew.. i finish it lastly.!
but the main point is.. what i write is reali a big MESS..
all isi here and there.. -.-'
whats wrong with me wei.~
i start to feel wanna CRY and DIE.
i will get B if and oni if the sky fall =.='

next go canteen with fren and EAT... my breakfast
then go for sejarah.~
sejarah is better but.. there is a BUT.!
but is oso dunno wat talking they. -.-'
tembak la. sienz plus no mood dy

12pm.. finish sejarah EMO.
back home sms. on9. sleep and eat xD
i slept bout 40 mintues then go for BM paper again
n what i predict was right.
it is more WORST.~ sigh

talk about the rumusan
i wasted about 10 minutes again..
to think how to change the stupid bm word " kepentingan "
end up write.. faedah- faedah yang penting...? Question mark

erm. BUT i kinda semangat of doing it =)
but end up stil more then 120 words so cut cut and CUT.~
phew done but clock showing.. 3pm.
WHAT.? i use 1 hour for rumusan
die.~
time.. time.. i need TIME.~

so i start to accelerate..
keep write
turn to page 3.. komsas thingy
and asking myself..
what the f is this.? i dun ring a bell that i study this before.
the one i study oni anak laut came out. f =.='
nvm.. keep do.. keep write rubbish.!

end up the peribahasa i simple fill
and so when i go to novel only got 15 minutes left.. wtf again.!
time.. where ar u.?
so wat so ever. i just srew all up and pass up
main poin is i forget the watak utama for the 2 novel
DIE... i know.. END of my life..

time to back home and CRY.~ T.T'
and is dam heavy rain..
it makes my shoe goes wet =.='
so i planing to wert normal student uniform to school
i m a prefect la :D

back home...
keep waiting.. WAIT.. and wait and wait...
why my hp is not ringing.?
why my hp dun have message.?
yea.. i m waiting someone msg or call ^.^

" be3z be3zZ.. "
finally my hp vibrate.. after i bath
is him =) smile..
and everything goes beta after my suck exam

time to go study sejarah now.!!
ciao :D
n now keep smsing haha..

i wonder... since when i started to miss him =)
smile.~