♥ ... go away ... ♥

this is not what i want.~
everything happen non stop..
but this all is not what i want

fallen angel
go away.. dont near me.!
i dun need your care. i dont want
please leave me
u choose it

my heart start to get pain
stop pumping.. is bleeding
hurt again..
i promise.. i will leave u with her

y i m sad.?
cause... what i did. what i had done
all is just endless trouble
actuali.. who knows that i m just helping.?

no.~ what i get is
she say me 8po...
yea 8po... i m just a 8po
keep asking myself y i so busy body

i get a deep hurt when i saw her profile
she said " you don't even know me, don't simply make a conclusion for me... 8po.."
i know she is saying about me
i..... sigh T.T'
yea.. i don't know her..

but.. but
i dint make a conclusion for u.! i dint.~
i just...... i just being middle person helping u
i tot i give u support but thats not a what u mean.!
is not... i..

i feel wanna cry
yea... i like him but i dint admit before
i stil encourage him to be with u
i dint take him away form u.~
i dint.!

i dint kao him.~ i dint.!!
i dint... i dint... i dint..... sob
and i m not 8po.! i m not.~
my weakness :
m i too good to everyone til endless trouble. misunderstand happen
i though i just wanna help
but..
i fail all the way..

and now.. go away.~
all of u go away..
all is lies.. full of lies
y misunderstand always happen

y i have to be the bad charactor.?
why.?

i have no energy anymore..
leave me alone.~
or else. i die infront of u
and i will hate u.!

sign off..