♥ ... what i going to be.? ... ♥

erm.. what to be.?
after spm..
what i going to study.?

foundation.. i know.~
but in what field.?
blur... blur and more blur =.='

i think i need re think again..
what i really want.?

doctor.?
erm... alot stress and 7 year of study.. sienz

pharmacist...
may be gua but i kinda dont like medicine thingy

cycologist.? did i spell wrong.? -.-'
actually is 心理医生
cause i kinda love talk about love problem
solving people love problem
teaching people how to kau lui :D
LOLs.. and all love stuff
but... who going talk to me.? heart brokening =.='

how about accounting.?
i love math.. and calculation and thinking to solve problems
but... days and night just facing numbers
i surely will go NUTS.~
no way man... all day plus and minus
plus and minus.. there don't even have divide and times
or " pi ".. square root. or something else
other then income and outcome =.=

or IT.?
i LOVE computer.~
since i have my laptop.. always comp.!
not bad ar if 24/7 face comp
study comp
exam comp
everything comp comp COMPUTER.~
later get sot faster :D haha

never mind...
what about disigner.? huh...

after i just went back home
my dad stop me from enter room
and guess what he do.?

he want me sit down and talk to me.!
ABOUT... studying designer after spm =.='
mean he want me study design course in LIM KOK WENG college
what.! DESIGNER.??...

while.. i love to design
but say the truth. i have no confidence on it at all
dunno why.?
may be i just take design and drawing stuff as my hobby only
dint think about wanna make it as my job..

but after one on one talking with the advisor
the college offer me full scholaship 24 thousand to study there =.='
WHAT.? but.. but...
there is so many question mark in my mind
i know i m lucky but..
there is stil a BUT.!!

but what.? i.... don't know.~
actually my aim is sunway college and to monash
i seriously dun mind study medicine and being pharmacist
which i DON'T REALLY LIKE it..

ok.. why.? cause
i really don't want get more and more far to ming sung..
i knew he will study sunway for professional accounting for sure
while lim kok weng is far from here
whish in CYBERJAYA
no way man.~

i admit again. " i really love him "
erm.. MAY BE.?
one night.. i dint sleep one night.. keep asking myself
did i really love him or did i still love him.?
the answer.. i DONT KNOW.~
seriously or more to a yes... i DO love him...
QUESTION mark again

arh.!! nvm...
sigh.~ and second reason is
i hope marry to a doctor.? haha xD
cause.. i m really weak
i want a husband care me..
atleast he can tham me to eat medicine right.? blek :p

hey.. disgner college all designer..
where got doctor.?
LOGIC wert
deng.~ only.. i study medicine field can find a doctor mah
haha xD
but i dint bring high hope..

or may be i will be single forver.?
arh.. heart pain T.T

3rd... pharmacist income is kinda high.~
it wont be lower then 2 thousand right.? =.='
so probably study medicine dy la

but will think again MANY more times again
to decide my future :D
aww.. headache.!

haiya.. spm more inportant la
right.? xD

wah lao..
just realise that i used up 2 hours to blog =.='

kiez..
really get fall asleep dy zZ

nite...
wish myself VAMPIRE dreams ^.^ haha