♥ ... heart stolen ... ♥

i miss YOU

" hey.. hows yr boyfriend.? " this is what my friend love to question me.~
while...

SOmething are wrong somewhere ( between me and him )

this few day i feel i have terrible heart sick in my life.! pain.. is just like breaking my heart in to pieces and make it in powder form.. as wind blow.~ ther3 is no where to b found.. while sad to say my tears can't hold on anymore so i cried yesterday.!

how could i cry.?
i though i was strong but once love touches my heart..
is just like a drug to me
i wan mOre.!

this started last week.. so is already been One week of h3art pain.~ he started to be emO.. and stay no voiCe. then he told me it was his family problem sO i try to comfort him as a girlfriend should do.!

but what incredible things happens is. he changed.. he is not him anymOre until sometimes i don't even recognize him and started to ask myself "is he ming sung.?" after all.. at nite i paray to god that i really wan him back. th3 real him.~

nOw it turns in tO a sad story.~
everOne said "whats things go up must cOme down"
is this mean out relationship must go down.?
no.! i don't wan it drop.. the love graph.
because i love him alot
i crOss my h3art my heart and i swear. i really love him.!

nowadays... he started

less sms me
even reply my msg were only one word. "en" is the cOmment One that he use
he start to play gam3 and blog then don't care me
leave me sleep alone
just a "nite" z then he gone to bed
the 3 words " 520 " had disappear long time..
in tuition. he started less talk to me
emO alwasys
the fun we use to ahave is no longer hav anymOre. or super less
so long he din't hold my hand
and many..

why

i put my hand infront of my heart again.. to stop the pain.~

while sOmetime i already lost so to ensure that he stil love me.. i started asking stupid questiOn to him " do u stil love me.? " he never shake his head and his answer was yes.~ i do not know his answer was a lie anOt. but i believe him.~

yesterday during tuition.. his emO hurt me again. i wanted to cry but i escape his eyes n walk away. i don want to let him know i cry.. my devil in my mind tells me at the same time. "why u need sufer n b strong.. why not just let the relationship go.!" never.. i tells my heart because how hard is the task. i still won't give up because i really love him.~

yesterday night.. he seem slightly better..

he started to care me again.~ i touch my heart and tells myself. "he is cOming baCk.~ i din't lose him actually. he is still ming sung. the One i love badly :D "

this mOrning.~

i wake up as usual during school day..
i Open my handphone and wanted to text him but.. "from jake.sunni" i got his msg first :p
i was abit upset that he only wish me luck for my exam but i feel happy to recieve his mOrning kiss then just a msg. he disapp3ar again.

until i reach hOme after schooling. i text him again as usual.... "hug u ^.^ u baCk school d.?" then he reply.~ nO. he din't go to school today.. after that i only realise. he purposely wake up early in the mOrning from his sweet dreamland just to wish me and send me a mOrning kiss..

the love is really i can feel it..

we had been go through alot of troubles and problems.. i know nOw is alsO a task frOm him to me.! i take yr challenge and i prOmise i will never give up.~

u started to care me less
because u started wanting me to feel yr heart
without yOur telling.!
u wan me learn hOw to feel yr h3art
i acpect it nOw

i love u

alot.. deep in my h3art

star shine with moOn
a niCe couple
i shine your heart
a forever love
stolen your heart will never return
reasOn simple " i love u "