sweet coffee

甜甜的一杯香浓咖啡

老公..
无论你泡的咖啡有多苦
只要是你泡的
都是甜的 ♥


我爱你

本来只是一杯谈谈的咖啡约会

变成了
谈谈累积的喜欢 - 爱

love ♥ love

喜欢是谈谈的爱
爱是深深的喜欢


爱 + 爱 = 真诚的爱
爱 - 爱 = 无私的爱
爱 x 爱 = 无限的爱
爱 / 爱 = 唯一的爱

♥ 爱你

autumm goodbye

..autumn goodbye

i never promise u wil happy ending ♥
you never said u wouldn't make my cry
but summer ♥ love wil keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye. autumn goodbye~

thinking of you and the love of our live
in the sweet summer times
so sad but true
we must leave it behind in our hearts. in our mind
from april through september
bitter sweet was the love that we share
don't forget.. i remember

memorise cant fade
but my heart has a place for the smile on your face
and may be some day
we can be more then friend
love wil find us again
red leaves and blue 2mr
time wil give back the love that
we shared on the time that we borrowed

i never promise u wil happy ending ♥
you never said u wouldn't make my cry
but summer ♥ love wil keep us warm long after
our autumn goodbye. autumn goodbye~

dear~

i never promise u wil happy ending ♥
you never said u wouldn't make my cry

i love this songs.. " tears T_T "
why i could tears alot for a guy cause of loving so much
dunno why this few days continuously so depress and down
keep on my music as loud as possible
to blast the whole day long

i guess i m going craZy
wonder if this continue~
shud i ask for " autumn goodbye ".? ._.
may be " love wil find us again "
but... i reali love u hubby~

wil u hold me back when i say goodbye.?
i wish i m under heavy rain everytime so u wont realise i cry ♥

i don't want to loose u.!
but if i hav to~ i will stil love u til forever





dear~ i wanna be with u ♥ forever

no more hurt just miss u

when i can see stars with u .. my love ♥

i love u so much dear

time to cheer myself up.! ♥
hug~ hurt fully heal.. : bring back my love

hurt again

this few days back.. my mood dam down. i dunno why.?
i just realise that.. something is diff. a gap between us ♥
why i have a strong feeling on this.? ._.

" end " this word.. actuali wil not exist in our love river but lately i saw it.! clearly. i have 6 sense this relationship wil never long. i dunno why.? very clear.. and i never fail my 6th sense before~


today.. when i wake up already 3pm plus ( yawn.. Zz )
very tired n i dun feel wake up til i feel hungry..

~ my hp msg.. him. he sms me
dunno since when i dun put a smile on my face anymore after i saw his name appear on my hp screen
just a gap ♥ .. i dunnu is my fault or his.? this change


after everything. as usual on9..
read hui ru blog~


..and i saw one of her blog...


: 星期四早上起身就看到那个贱人nicholas 的 miss call...好好的心情都被他破坏完了，想到他就气，他真的是我一身中见过最贱，最无赖的人了！我给脸他女朋友，收点脾气，忍一忍...就只是复他 ‘yes?’。那个死混蛋竟然回一个笑脸给我。@#@$*&$@# 笑屁啊？！我忍你！你不要太过分!我就问他miss call我有事吗？他说他想念我的声音！他妈的！说到这个人我真的什么粗口都骂得出！！！！我很少骂男生的 （我骂的都是女的，哇哈哈），他被我骂到酱，是好人才怪。我忍我忍我忍...我忍你！！！我只是复他‘i tell yr gf’ 然后他竟然说‘sometimes u will miss a person 1 geh..tell my gf o...sounds cute...up2u...she will understand either’ 混蛋！这世界上真的会有女人笨到体谅自己的男朋友想念他的旧情人吗？也许真的有，不过一定不会是我。‘笨女人’ 这三个字已经不再我的字典里了！真可怜他的女朋友，被他耍的团团转还以为自己的男朋友是世界第一的大好人。仟颖，我绝对不是在说你的坏话，真的想提醒你，这贱人没你想象中的简单，真的真的小心他！！不然后悔的是你自己！


after i read this. i feel that i reali stupid~ i tear that i shoulden ♥
~ hurt again


hui ru.. she is my current bf - nicholas' ex gf but i take her as my best fren.. we fight before but i surprise that we end up as friend (= actuali i kinda 欣赏 this girl. i like her~

erm.. about this post.. i know he sms her and miss call her before.. he got told me but he skipped one part he did not told me ‘sometimes u will miss a person 1 geh..tell my gf o...sounds cute...up2u...she will understand either’ ..

wtf. this is reali dam hurt.! i understand he might flash back and miss her sometime but he sms her and told her that he miss her voice..! what a joke.. heart break~ y.? i reali feel i m real stupid..

y.? y hui ru u dun tel me and u skip this part too.? i wonder.. do i reali understand him.?.. my trust to him fal. trust him izit a correct way.? or got any girl can share a guy with others.?!

i know she - hui ru is not talking bad behind me. thankZ her.. without her. i feel i m more stupid..

nicholas. not because of her this blog.. i feel that. is add up drop by drop from yr hurt. i dunno how much i love u anymore n i dunnu how much u love me anymore.. i can't feel any love from u. do u know that is pain.? if u dun love me please tell me.. i wont cry and whole u back if u wanna leave. i just wil turn around n wont look at u anymore...

tears for u.. i m tired.. please dont change me back to be a play girlz. i wil kill guys without heart and mercy ♥ dont think of try play me. i know u won.. but if u do~ i wil return u double then u gave.! i dun wan hate u. i choose to love u..

stop killing my love cell of loving u~
i stil love u

mid year exam over

wee.. mid sem exam finally over
next week wil be orientation week and must attend ._. sienz
but only a must on monday and friday T_T

monday wil be the mass call ( the vip going give endless speech Lolx )
friday wil be station games.. i m going cause I being helper at station “mistery box” is guess. how to play the game.? just easy. the box wil be rape in black paper and the student cant see what in it but they have to put their hand in and figure it out xD scary nia. we wil scare them and put all sort of thing to let them feel the fear :P

actuali the others game is also nice. atlest it is better then my orientation game nor ._. my orientation game suck nar. one of the most stupid game is the wear a shoe and swing it far far. most far then win. stupid right.? my adidas shoe nia T_T’

offling. friend need a lot help to do something related to lollipop :P for orientation this monday. haix sienZ and stil duno my dear coming anot ._. he said wil come clean is dusty room dy and at the same time, I m so dam tired now plus haven bath. oh gosh~


sign off

lately life in tarC

I miss him so much xD
he .. my dearest lao gong is moving in to tarC hostel
wee.. cant wait.!

while he is a lucky guy that he get a room.. cause there are about hundred plus student in the waiting list xP so last monday. he went to my hostel and check in. get the key and visit his room J216

then I was thinking.. why his room wil be in J block.? I though most of the A level student is H and I block but I dint ask much.. cause there wont let u to choose which room u wanna be in ._.

before we leave the hostel office.. the counter girl told my dear to take the mattress by himself at security room next door. what.! wahsai. he need take the mattress all the way up to his room xD Lolz. kesian him lar haha

so we walk all the walk to his room under the hot sun. sweating and just like being cook



walk walk.. 216 here..
then I pause and look at the door. u know what.. shaking my head and worrying the door wil fall on me anytime Lolz. reali.. oh gosh. I just I can imagine hows inside btw I start to feel I m more lucky that I hav a better room C=

I open the door n holly shit.!
so dusty n I dun feel comfortable staying any longer and same to him xP I tell him "dear. u better clean your room.. is a must.! and try yr best to make my roommate clean also" he just speechless and he said he will and I guess he is coming tomoro ( friday ) to clean the entire room

when we were "visiting" his room. his roommate is not around but we found that he got a lot of thing with him. such as

there is a personal computer on his study table
printer boxes which dunno inside contain a printer or others thing xD
under his bed is full of everything
on his cupboard r basically shampoo and body wash thingy
rack got computers books ( so I guess he mainly taking some course related to computing )

and I m so confirm that he is not A level student cause I dun think there r such course in A level in a thick computing book. guess is diploma.? while is stil ok with my dear cause he love computing stuff xD

same time. I think his roommate his having his holiday. some sort of away cause his things are packed nicely and I dunno how describe :P or he is leaving.? ._.


next..

yesterday my dear dy daddy had back malaysia.! worst is now 2 attacking one. not only his mother wil nag him now. his dad too haha xP but then I stil hope his daddy got his things go right lor cause heard that he kinda frustrated sigh

I guess wil be a money problem gua. to me.. money problem is not a problem anymore. cause my grandparents is paying for my A level so mean I wil be continue taking A level.. at first I thought I m going stop A level and taking form 6 dy cause cash really a big problem but after my grandparent visit my parents.. everything is ok dy. well.. I know my mom will pay back to my grandparents dy although they say no need to pay back. actually I kinda feel very bad taking money from other.. I got one aim nia. is to get high pay next time I work to pay back my mom loan from other dy. my mom loan to let us study and tuition even learning piano and others. sad T.T' loving her so much but dint dare tell her I do haha

one more thing is i – myself have cash problem ._. actually they should be giving me at least 250 buck per month but this month they cut my allowance till 200 buck only T.T' sigh.. I understand lar and I dun dare to ask more from them. they cut mean got their reason so on the other hand. I m finding part time job.! I wanna work..

today after biology exam. i and my friend went to library for online :P
one of my aim is to find some part time job nor but still headache.. need cash but I need study at the same time also. is hard to find such a job that can perfectly match my class time table and salary ._.
but I found one..
is bout matta fair going held at pwtc klcc 150 bucks per day and I only need to work 2 days mean 300 buckZ I wil be getting but is on june if I not mistaken
actuali not bad thou and I dint work before xP


work cash.. and stil planning to get more extra money for my own self
not long more. I going have long break start from 5th jun till about 2 week plus ( stil searching job ) and same to my friend wanting a job too.. guess she is also under my condition xP but I think she is more worst then me. she oni got 40 bucks per week and mine is 50 per week after divide

sigh. I really dunno how to spend the 50 bucks a week. ok nar if basically giv me one day most 10 bucks but there is actually not enough at all. let me list out :

- breakfast
dutch lady chocolate milk rm1.6 or good day fresh chocolate milk rm2
bread or sandwich rm1.5
if I wake late then I can skip breakfast with the package of skipping class too Lolz cause my every class is starting at 8am
or else wil be gastric attending class without breakfast T.T

- lunch
basically canteen food is sucks but better food wil at least up to rm3 to rm4.5
zap fan is the most cheapest but u wil feel vomit everyday eating them ( everyday same dish never mind but it really dun feel like human food ._. ) is rm1.9 for 3 dish with rice
chicken rice also need rm3.5
most cheap pan mee oso need rm3
with ownself bring water … and no extra spend like ice crem rm2.2 / rm1.8 or others sweet cooling drinks

- dinner
telling u the truth that the hostel canteen food also twice suck then the college canteen food.! worst is when the diploma is on holiday break. one store open and other wont. they take turn and there r only 2 store ._. and they like simply cook.. reali.. sigh ( shake head )
while normally I dun eat Chinese store food.. I prefer mamak more
nasi pataya rm3.8 and guarantee not full dy T_T
but is wanna a beta meal wil walk out from hostel to tbr ( some place which hav a lot of mamak store )
roti planta rm1.3
teh ice rm1.2
nasi goring ayam rm5 for large and there is not small =.='
nasi ayam merdu merah rm3.5
ice kosong is free Lolx
nasi lemak also need rm4.5 wth.!
well.. sometime wil go wangsa nor spend about rm3.5 to rm5 like that T_T


- supper
I usually eat dinner at 7 or 8pm like that but I staying late nite til about 3am so I need supper to make sure my tummy is not empty cause I easily get gastric
so burger stall
burger special rm2.6
burger special set rm4.1
serious to say that oni the burger store dy thing can eat and nice xD
sometimes if fren ajak wil go tbr ( eat same thing nor )

plus and minus including divide and time also over 10 bucks dy lah
and thank god that there is a glossary in hostel that at least they sell human food ( my only hope )
I usually buy Campbell soup rm1.5 per pack
biscuit rm4.2
maggie cup rm1.5
and other things that can eat ._.


see.! 200 bucks is not enough and I eat a lot dy :P actually I save a lot dy. I so long dint go outing ler.. like :

pool
bowling
lepak
klcc walk
movie
ciber cafe
and others entertainment

my life just become more suck. kinda always get gastric and keep skip meal.. even eat also dun feel well dy my tummy.. haix I wanna ask that 这里是人住的地方吗.? means .. wil people survive in this place.? and I stil got one more year here nia.. oh gosh~ just only half of a year.. I already get bored and having suck life here dy ._.


while don talk about study nah. even going to exam soon in few hours time. I stil blogging here xP physic is my last exam on friday.. I feel getting more lazy.! keep skip class and most horrible is I most of the day cant wake up early in the morning ._. I tried but.. pig nah xP but I guess after my dear come wil help me a lot and wil be more torture. condition is must study only can got other entertainment.. Lolx C= actually to me is worth cause at least my love is beside me xP

today biology exam only nia.. erm already over 3am something so should be yesterday already xD truth to said I dint even touch my biology before the exam.. just my friend study then they read the note and I listen nor. same time online ing.. chun nia.? geges but lately I doing my suduku.! dunu why I just feel doing them.. from easy to hard xP wow. it reali reborn my brain cell and think more..

but something really need to change after I enter sem 2. teacher going change our 5 class combine to be 4 class only. guess is more people leaving the A level after they get scholarship and others changes their mind.. and my dear is coming in study with me. really need change.!


no skipping class
no ponteng class.. means attending every class C=
more study and brush up all my first sem work

T_T really feel lifeless dy.. torture nia
but I think I m more free already cause I had leave swc ( student well fair committee ). reason simple cause the politic inside very suck and seriously hate swc. dunu why.? cause the director. I mean the ass director.? Lolx and I also quit being class representative. when talk about that then I feel dam sad. so a lot thing happen worstly at the same time but is already pass~

time to have a new life C=
enjoy life to the max.!


beside that also got happy thing geh~ lately yee ing find me chat in msn. kinda get shock that stil got schoolmate remember me xP and chat sometime nor xD well.. in college I also got a lot of close friend that I use to hang out with. they are my darlings :P

ashley ( although I don like she dint bath and oi my bed :P )
sacha
charmaine
bikini girl - pei wen
jodi law ( my best roommate ever ) and her bf – jin xP
jin's friend – andrew
daddy larry xP cause he give me a lot of advise and he listen to my secret include problems

not really close wil be :

alan
yii huey ( basically oni sometime nor cause she 'finding her direction' - her boyfriend mah xD )
ace .. he oso busy with his girlfriend dy
errol
vincent the psyduck C=
y y – yan yong ( yesterday 6th may burday boi )

and kinda happy.. my close fren lately always visit my room xD to chat..
just now there was here in my room.~ doing

play comp
chit chat
listen songs
watch funny video clip and laught all the way C=
ly on bed
read magazine
and I was reading funny short messege ( a book that I borrow from library :P all very lame n coolz joke Lolx )


okieZ. going oi.. 4 am dy
if 2mr cant wake to exam then jia lat xP and nikki ( my love ) wil reali kill me Lolz
more over my dear might be coming lerZ
wee.!








oi Zz