♥ ... over ... ♥

wahsai.~
i thinking what i m doing now is dam over =.='
i start to feel myself is yan za.!
wtf ♥ wth am i doing wei..
dam god.~

i guess i m toO free to think what m i thinking nOw.~ but i toO over man.! ._. i serious get out of my head.. so i should stop this and cut cut.. CUT down what i m doing now.. =.=' is not funny kiez.? is serious... T.T'

if i continue mean i m no different compare to a yan za.!
=.=' sigh.~


u know what.?
i wake up 6.30am just to wake him up for work

dam gosh.~ what m i doing.? y i treat him so good.. LOLz. m i trying to take his heart.? and start the game.. or.? and serious to said even school day i wont wake up so dam earli. i lurv sleep.~ but how come day by day things become more sweet ♥ . stop eating sweet for me.! u have yr girl..

i know he lets things ♥ flow.~ but i cant.! i cant let it flow.. he cant like me.! grr.~ cause his gf does exist.! get what i mean now.? ._. so stay fren.. ying. dun think so much.~ dun treat him toO good. dun over.. i can play but i cant lurv. he is not my target.! i wont aim on the one who have gf..

dam yan za la me ._. i cant make him fall on me. i cant make him said the 3 words.. i wil build my wall higher.! i cant let it flow. he dint settle his side mean we wil not taking any step. friend only.! just fren... no mor3 sweet calling or wat. or..

he and his gf problem. fight or wat. worst or what is not part of my plan.~ what i just need to do is avoid humans eyes dy missunderstand. ♥ if not later people say i kau him =.=' deng.! i wont like him enless he settle everything down.~

things wil flow after he had choose his way
he had settle his heart
let gO his pass
and i m fre3 from lurv ♥
now.. i need stop everything.~
before u get hurt from me and i get hurt from u

i just wanna be your fren
and the one who cheer u and give comfort
so ♥ NO more than that..

cut cut.. CUT.!
make things end before start a new one
if not it wil never end
and it wil turn to a GAME.~ not lurv ♥

i m reducing ok.? i m not play girl..
and i wont wanna be ♥ play girl ._. get it.?
i not scare her misunderstand..
the one i wOrry is peoples mind. " simply thing and simply guide "
so product is " misunderstand " which so call natural phenomena


u r smart enough to get wat i mean.
so u.! oso dun treat me sO good..
keep it for next time IF i m yours wink.~
i m staying single and stil unavailable.. trying to find my way out from darkness C=

ciao.~ sign off =.='