suck feeling

nightmare.. nit3mare again.!

y.? i got same feeling again

let me list out~

emo - some sort of no mood
no appetite to eat
no energy
tears T-T'
heartbreak

i drop in a dark hold again~ where should i walk
which direction i should go.? i wanna cry

stand stil~ kieZ chill.. girl stay strong
dun tears.! T_T' dun~
y..

is the exactly the same feeling after my prevoius ex leave me
the 'negative graph' time..
i.. so hard to get over a 'him'
now come a he T-T'
sigh.. i really heartlesZ ler..
if i say not pain then is reali fake

last time atleast got someone to bring me up
now.. no.! is alone T-T'
xien ying. u have to stay strong~ must
dun cry..

y i keep fail in love.? ♥
is there any 'love dummer' books.? ahr...
even there is.. but is not like movie can take 2
once.. only once.! no turning back

i though once is enough~
here comes the twiCe. faint
wil it be 3rd~ oh.......... no
i really ___ can i die.?

last time take me about half year to recover
but now this case.. i ♥ love him more than previous
so means ..
more than one year.? what the -___-

i m really dehydrated
tear. cryZ .. hey.! normal reaction kay.? =.='
but 'stay strong girlz' sob

y.. y i so stupid
only know how to make endless trouble
make ppl stress.. do dumb thing
so useless~
love a person oso 没能力

altot things had settle~ beta ending than previous
but stil
having the same result..

may be after we walked all the way long
he just realise that he can't wear the shoe~ i not suit him.?
i feel 辛苦

how to love ♥ him.? how.?
he hide his feeling cause scare hurt me
but i duno i was wrong

he last time not himself. then change to himself
i need try to 适应 2 diff thing. need time right.?
now.? change to..... i dunno
i really tired~ worth loving ♥ him.?

actually y so complicated.? i just wanna to love him
him.! watever him~
but.. why so hard.? be with a lover like so imposible to me

sigh.. i wanna be soulless and heartlesZ dy ♥
no smile. be evil devil
stay strong.!
cant let anyone see that i m weak
stay alone~
so no one wil hurt me again.! no one..

be like 奸人坚 so nice
or wat.? erm... 麦提爽 Lolx -__-
i cant lose.! i cant let people see the real me~
stay strong..

coffee is bitter then is bitter
eventhough u put how many sugar or milk
the coffee bean is stil bitter
but why it love ♥ by people.?